Friday, May 11
Are you Mom Enough?

Most of the time nursing the boys was okay. Then came the days
when it was hard to feed them. Christopher always wanted to hold on to Daddy's finger or hold his shirt. It didn't matter where we were at he had to do that or it was hell to pay. Justin was more of a laid back feeder but both prefer to lay down. The boys slept with both of us. I miss my bed I really do. If Christopher isn't in between us I can't sleep same goes for Steve we have tried more then once but it never fails Christopher still ends up in our bed. These are my thought's on nursing my boys. If anyone out there is a stand on a chair feeder please feel free to write. What are your thoughts about this?
Sunday, May 6
I received a text yesterday it read
"Without you my world would not spin, without the boys I could
not breathe. I love you."
It was from my wonderful sweetheart of a husband. This is
just one of the texts I receive daily from Steve. I don’t know what I did to
deserve such a great man. Steve is one in a million. Last night as we laid in
bed he kissed Christopher goodnight as he is always between us then Justin
wakes and slips in bed with us in the morning. Steve spoke of having another
baby as I watched him look over our son with a sparkle in his eye. Steve loves being a dad. He really does I
watched him play basketball with Justin Friday. They enjoy playing basketball
together. It’s a big stress reliever for both of them. They are always laughing
and smiling when they play. I stood there and watch them play together it melts
my heart. Many things make a father. A father has to be there every step of the
way. Steve has been there since Jay was
little. Steve doesn’t miss a beat when it comes to Justin. He has been there
for every tooth he has lost. The tooth fairy is more than happy to give him five
dollars like tonight for the tooth his lost. He has been to every Cub Scout meeting.
Every bump, scrap and pain Steve is
right there picking his little man up fixing them with a kiss. I guess you can
say Justin is spoiled just a little bit. I mean we did take him to New York
last year for his 8th birthday and this year it will be Lego Land.
Justin loves his daddy from the moon and back is what he used to say when he
was little. Now daddy is his number one fan in everything. I asked Justin what
he wanted to be when he grew up for a short writing assignment for school. He
wrote about how he wanted to be strong and smart just like his daddy. He wants
to grow up and be a big "Devil Dog" like dad with a side job as a scientist. I just laugh as he spoke of his dad being a
hero who helps save people. My Daddy the" Hero" is what he kept saying. Yes, I
have to agree with him his daddy did save me. He made me believe in love. He
gave me my fairytale life I never thought I would ever have. I have more than I
have ever imagined. I have a loving husband who will stop at nothing to make me
happy two beautiful healthy loving boys who are just like their father unique
with personalities of their own yet very much like their father. I have everything I need. I thank God his self for helping my dreams come true.
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